My Cross to bear today::thoughts::

I'm finding it very interesting that when we ask God to move, grow, and strengthen us, He usually brings difficult or confusing circumstances into the path. Have you ever noticed this? I feel like everytime I realize that, I learn, and almost FORGET that fact!

Why does He do that? He wants good and not harm for us right? So why does God bring crazy things? I honestly, am seeing that is where we aka. I (lol) need to remember to PREACH to my soul this truth! The LORD knows more, and has a divine plan! HE IS GOD AND I AM NOT! He WILL accomplish HIS will and He WILL get his reasons across to me in any way HE SEEMS fit.

It just involves God humbling me, making me get on my hands and knees and crawling to the cross and to His saving grace and TRUSTING in His will.

I find it even crazier how HARD that is. I mean why is trusting God sometimes, so difficult?! I mean, HE IS GOD! He could choose for one atom to go crazy or some molecule in the world to shift and everything would be *POOF*! Ya know? I'm seeing that although we are friends of God, He is STILL sovereign and Holy. Therefore, I cannot..again..I CANNOT put the GOD into MY box, MY schedule, and MY will. Nope! I MUST BE IN HIS and HIS alone. No matter WHAT THAT COSTS me.

THIS IS MY CROSS (calling) TO BEAR TODAY. Lord, help me to remember that.